... You don't need to apologize to me. If anything, I'm sorry for being a bit pushy about it. But I do genuinely believe... that you should seek him out again. As it is, you're beating yourself up over leaving him, but not actually doing anything to try to make up for it.

And I... I get it, I really do. I get why you don't want to do anything about it. But it's affecting you, and I'm sure it's affecting him. And at least closure would help you both.

We don't have to keep talking about this, if you'd prefer not to.